Yesterday Was Everything Page #2

it's like I shouldn't

leave the band you know?

I don't know.

(Ryan) Hey I just wanted to

say sorry for not doing the

interview thing today.

You seemed a touch bummed or

something so I just wanted to

make sure you knew

where I was coming from.

This whole thing is super

hard on this guy's heart.

I've had a lot of fun this

week but there have been a ton

of mixed emotions throughout.

You guys really hurt

me in the past and I

likely hurt y'all as well.

I'm just not the same person as

I was back then so whole trip

has been pretty crazy.

An interview could bring

up old garbage that

I'm trying to get over.

I think you're a great dude,

an amazing dad, and one of the

greatest guitar players ever.

However, you are also someone

who nearly destroyed me.

Doing an interview might

bring up junk I don't need

to focus on. This whole thing

is insane for me and I just

want you to know that I'm

trying my best and trying to

keep everything on the up

and up. Nothin' but love.

(Jesse) The way that the band

ended, you know, it was bad.

And it hurt me alot.

And sort of when we started

talking about this you know

there was times when I was

really excited about doing it

and then there was other

times when I was just like,

I can't do this.

I can't revisit those emotions.

I can't revisit the past

I've kind of gotten over it.

And to come back in the mix

and be with the guys and stuff-

I knew it would be this mixed

bag of emotions, you know?

And Jesse's not even coming

in the van, he's going

in his own car. It's just

him and his girlfriend.

(Jesse) I'm definitely

a man of comfort.

You know my obsessive compulsive

really does control, I guess,

how I live my day-to-day

life a lot of the time.

So all of a sudden, being so

OCD and phobic of things to go

back into a van...

Sh*t there's gonna be

nine people in that van.

You know, my girlfriend

is gonna come along.

(Ryan) He's got a pretty good

hold on like, the fact that he

knows he's a little bit insane

with some of these phobias,

and he's pretty apologetic

about it and he's like "Oh I'm

sorry you guys have to put up

with me and my crazy old ways".

And when he made us move

rehearsal spaces, he was pretty

graceful about it I guess.

(Kyle) The ceiling in the space

is covered with plastic but you

can still see through

and see the insulation.

There is nothing falling from

the ceiling, it's sealed, but

just the fact that Jesse could

see the insulation with his

eyes, he never came back

to that jam space again.

And we ultimately practiced the

next three days without him.

(Adam) You guys want to

run through one more thing on

stage or are you guys good?

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