Kurt Cobain About a Son Page #3

He had done bending

of pi? his back ...

because ...? weight of the guitar

weighed on my left shoulder.

What? Yet

most warped.

I have always had

a pain.

Not me have never

imagined.

Provavo a pain

constant.

Probably in my head ...

... I bartered the pain

back to the stomach.

Once started stomach pain,

were cos? so most acute ...

... I did not pi? thought to

my back for a long time.

I have always believed to have

schizophrenic tendencies ...

because ...? I was always

cos? nervous ...

I had all these nervous habits.

There were riots

compulsive that I had.

Scrocchiarmi fingers,

grattarmi the face,

toccarmi hair,

I had the all.

It was a mixture of my

hatred towards people ...

because ...? did not meet

my expectations ...

... and of being fed to attend

always the same idiots.

Each copy

Exact other.

I read in my face

they do not sopportavo.

It was a personal vendetta,

perch? were cos? 'macho' ...

... and male ...

and stupid ...

I started to realize

that people notavano ...

... my hatred

a lot of people ...

... and my acquaintances took for

granted that not sopportassi ...

... and I was always irritable ...

... and then I started to feel ...

really ... neurotic ...

... paranoid ...

because ...? knew that I could

erupt at any time.

I was seen as the boy who would

probably brought an AK-47 at school ...

... and would have done outside all.

Would it not have been strange ...

... if I had found at least one

boy with her hair extravagant.

There was also

A punk-rocker!

I wanted to 'feel part',

but not the average for teachers.

Not with the boy pi?

People of the school.

I wanted to be with strambi,

but they were 'sub-strambi'.

For Aberdeen, there were ...

strambi ... in the media.

There were the alternative, were

simply 'deformed'.

Fortunately I found

a gay friend ...

... I imped? if you would

kill all the time.

It seems all

knew was gay ...

... but nobody told me ...

or not I realized ...

until ...? there prov?

with me, one evening ....

... and I said to him the theatrical

that I was not gay ...

... but that would be remained

his friend.

After I realized that

I watched people ...

... so yet

most bizarre than usual.

Then they started

bersagliarmi to ...

some boys ...

Gymnastics species.

It felt threatened,

perch? were naked ...

... and I, for them, I was gay.

Then or covered

penalties or beat me.

Or both.

But after I started to feel

proud to be gay ...

... although less.

I liked the conflict.

Exciting.

Why? I almost

found my identity?

I was a strambo

'special'.

Not really punk-rocker

I was looking for, but ...

... at least it was better to be

strambo an average.

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